I keep telling myself to end this because I know it’s not worth it and I’m going to get hurt. But then every so often I just think to myself, what if it does work out? What if for once in my life something goes my way…? Well wouldn’t that be nice.
I want so badly to be done. But idk how to be.
I keep wanting more from this than it’s capable of. Than you’re capable of. Why can’t you see things the way I see them?